Abroad

I'm so excited when knowing that most of my friend abroad to further their study. What a wonderful and exciting moment being apart of them. Heart told myself to stick with what i want to. But, i'm just an ordinary little girls who can't accept her own ability. When i saw their pictures, i felt so sad and dissapointed. Poor me. Why i can't be like them? Hmm..goes to result i had achieved, it'll become a tough thing i have to think about. Help me oh myself.. I have a dream that i don't know when i can get through :((
Please God don't letting me down. Insyallah, 1 day i will be apart of my girlfriends :) Amin.